Mostly fanfiction and diary stuff here. I don't want anyone in particular to read what's in here,i just need my own little place to post on. My main fandom is Kuroshitsuji. I remade account for reasons.
Daughter of the Moon, Rosy cheeks,white locks of snow Light in your eyes Grace in your walk
My pen name is Flandre Phantomhive,but i'm mainly known as Deer Boo around the internet. I'm 16 with a infinite hunger for anime with great graphics,enthomology,modern AUs,japanese-fashion inspired outfits,a bad habit to procastinate and a dream to become a great artist.
I was about to quit his website when my friends learned about my main account,wich is filled with shameful weaboo stuff,but i had too much history and nostalgia with it to do so,so i just moved to this one.
I will basically just repost some of my works and just sometimes write as in a diary to keep track on what i do for later,so don't mind me,and please don't steal any of my works. I mainly write what's on my mind,fantasies,or often when a pairing that i appreciate is overly underated,and by overly underated i mean there is rarely or not even a single piece of work featuring them. I have a weak spot for crack pairings and nerdy characters,wich is why you maybe won't be interested by any of my fics.
Last thing is that being french,english isn't my mothertongue but is still the one i'm more comfortable with,so there may be typos and grammar errors of any type,and i'm very sorry about that,it would actually be nice if you didn't hesitate pointing them for me (;v;)! I use reverso when in doubt but let's be safe,plus i'm always the one to cringe when i see a grammar error. - *personnal french blog: is it a mystery*
Title: Out of the Blue Pairing: Lawrence Bluewer x Herman Greenhill Rating: M (for smut) Warnings: English isn't my mothertongue (feel free to correct me!)
For just one night,he wouldnt stick to the picture of that perfect student,awake all night long for the only sake of studying,face and personality hidden behind glasses and a pale,strict expression.
Oh,how he hated this feeling. He didn't feel right in that papercut silouhette of the prefect of Blue House. Studying was all he ever had,and he didn't want to be seen as an idol,nor model for that. He felt so lonely,so bored. Being the only boy in a family of seven girls didn't help at all. Once his parents had sent him at the Weston College,they hadn't been bothering about their son,estimating that seeing him during vacations or social events was fair enough. But even in these times,and since forever,they mostly cared about their daughters,only counting on Lawrence for succeding his studies and becoming a successful lawyer,just like his father.
Tonight, winter had tainted the sky in a deep color palette, the snowlakes replacing the stars hidden by the cold,thick fog. There was only both of them,the other prefects gone for their respective nocturnal occupations,and the crackling of fire,warming up the cold,silent scenery.
"And then,how should I proceed?" The yound lad sitting next to him were frowning in front of his homework sheet. As the prefect of the Green House,it seemed stereotypically evident that mathematics weren't his forte.
As usual,Lawrence found himself helping Herman with his studies. It was the only moment when he could be alone with the one he shamefuly desired,his hands getting moist and stomach full of butterflies. It had been three weeks since he started tutoring him and he still didnt know if he dreaded the moment when he would find itself completely submitted by this sort of sexual tension.
The simple view of his large palms already made him doubt with desire. How would it feel,being touched by such hands? How the hell was he attracted to a man? Explaining methaphysics to Herman was complicated when all of his mind were already in his pants. He would slightly shiver when he felt his elbow or feet brushing with his,filling his torso with warmth,and feeling his cheeks getting hot for so little annoyed him even more. He felt like some teenage girl in heat. And he was indeed in heat. Time passed and he just sat here,legs crossed to hide his arrousal between his tights,feeling his knee pressed all against his,he could barely feel his breath caressing his face so close to Herman's.
He wanted to taste his lips,feeling those desired hands stroking every inch of his body. He wanted Herman to hold him close,and then he would maybe get all the affection and love he was craving for so long.He wanted to wrap his whole body around him,and to moan his name in pleasure as he would feel Greenhill pounding him hard,just as he imagined in his lonely nights. But there would never be hope for his lustful fantasies since he was absolutely nothing more than a "friend" to him. Once again,the same fake reflection hid his feelings for the one he loved,and there was no way he would even try hitting on him. Or maybe very very slightly...
"Thanks for helping me tonight,Lawrence." Bluewer felt a sudden wave of heat go through his body as he felt Herman's hand taking up position on his shoulder in a warming grasp. "Oh,h-hum,you are very welcome." He felt his face getting red,and hating the fact that Herman could see him getting all flutshered,he messily lowered his head,trying to make it look like he was bowing,but did'nt resist to lightly put his hand on his. Herman suddenly grabbed Bluewer's wrist. "I saw everything." he said quietly,stroking the boy's palm with his thumb.
Title: Green with envy Pairing: Lawrence Bluewer x Herman Greenhill Rating: M Warnings: English isnt my mothertongue
Herman somehow discovered Lawrence's feelings by paying attention to his body langage.
Lawrence immediatly froze,even though his hands felt warm. "E-Everything? What do you mean ?.." Herman melted at the sight of that helpless expression he arbored,a so unusual look on this face that he would probably be the only one to see in that state. "How you were looking at me. Your gestures too. How you were trying to act normally, but you talked a bit faster than usual. And right now,i'm feeling how sweaty your hands are." With a gasp,the boy frenetically rested his hands back on his knees,uncapable to look away from the two cold green orbs who just had read right into his heart. Greenhill slipped his fingers on said hands,trying to comfort him,but ended up with his palm on Lawrence's tight,left arm wrapping itself around his small waist,head pressed against his chest,allowing him to hear his heartbeat going out of control. Lawrence rejected his head back in a heavy sight,closing his eyes at his entire body warming up with desire,hot blood running crazily in his veins,he gave in the grasp by tightening his arms around his friend's stature,but was abruplty interrupted by Herman withdrawing from their embrace. "I'm sorry. I couldn't control myself. This is just wrong.." He remembered every time he had noticed Lawrence briefly staring at him and diverting his look the second after as if nothing happened,him slightly sluttering and blushing when he was helping him out with his homework,everytime he had pekt at his small waist and bottom in the changing rooms,everytime he had dreamt of him,and anytime,he hated himself for having such thoughts about his friend.
He certainly never expected to see the prefect of green house with such a flutshered face,and making him feel so uncomfortable teased him even more. "It may be wrong. But it's you that i want..." Lawrence said,his cheeks still red of frustration."Greenhill, please just kiss me..Nobody will ever know... just a kiss.." Herman looked at his shoes before shyly agreeing: "Just one kiss,and we'll never speak of this again." Their lips touched at first very slightly,neither of them being very entreprising,then both mouths pressed deeply against each other,Herman leaning down and starting to messily palp his partner's back that moaned through their kiss,feeling his arousal getting bigger.
But this time,Lawrence was the one to pull apart. "Just a kiss. Remember..?" he said teasingly,observing Herman's frustrated face with delight,before they threw themselves on each other ,Lawrence feeling all of his ardour in the kiss they shared,opening his mouth to allow deeper exploration,both tongues stroking each other,Herman's hand tangled in his hair,groaning in desire. Bluewer could feel his buldge growing all against his stomach,and dared a hand on his crotch to hear more of these groans while he was feeling his whole waist being squeezed by such strong arms. "You're already hard..Ah!" Herman had bitten his neck,as to shut him up. As a response,Bluewer rubbed his crotch even further,wich made his partner moan deliciously. Without any warning,he got on his knees and unfolded Greenhill's pants,reached for his penis,gently wrapped his fingers around his shaft that he took to his mouth. He blew gently on the tip,lightly stroking the hard member,looking up to see Greenhill's panting,embarrassed face. It was probably the first time that he was feeling so aroused,and first time someone did that to him. Thinking about being his first made him even more excited,even more than thinking about Herman also being his first. The handsome,talented Herman Greenhill,the best cricket player of Weston College,was his. Full of contentment,he took as much of his shaft as he could in his mouth,and worked his tongue all around it. "You are so huge,Herman.. haah.." He didn't believe what he saw: Bluewer,so cold and serious,was sucking him languorously,his face all red and moaning endlessly,and he couldn't decide on wether it was making him uncomfortable or incredibly turning him on. Feeling more and more impatient,Lawrence begun to let go of his pants to finger himself. As he was bobbing his head up and down to increase his partner's pleasure,he curled up two fingers into his tight hole,sending shivers through his spine. The vision of Bluewer playing with the back was almost dreamy. Herman finally released his seed in his hot mouth with a long,deep groan that echoed through Lawrence's ears,as he pushed a third finger inside of himself,carressing his sweet spot and movig his hips even further,till he reached extasy and came hard between his tights.
Both panting,red faced boys got up and faced each other in an awkward silence.
-Oh Herman..I..I'm sorry..I.. This has gotten a bit out of hand.. I wonder if we were both ready.. Seeing Bluewer looking so confused was delicious. -I really don't know what to say,Greenhill spoke. There followed another silence that seemed to last forever. Lawrence got up,and started to pack his notebook,until Herman grabbed his wrist to pull him down,and crashed his lips against his. The kiss was messy,but passionate. -Please come back tutoring me tomorrow. Lawrence smiled in greed. -Yes. Goodnight,Greenhill.
Once outside,as he headed back to his house's dorms,he licked his lips and grinned in satisfaction. His strategy was working perfectly. Herman was under his mercy,and all his.
Title: Cyan Pairing: Lawrence Bluewer x Herman Greenhill Rating: M Warnings: English isnt my mothertongue
Herman fell asleep with his mind hazed up by toughts of Bluewer,and woke up with a hot,warm sensation in the pit of his chest. His dreams were all about him,his reflexions too,and last night still felt like a dream. What if Bluewer woud act like nothing happened,wear his common boring expression ,and just ignore him,leaving their night fade away like a bad memory? His pink blushing skin,blue eyes shining like opals,sweet words leaking out of that mouth he had already forgotten the taste of,all of these unexpected traits,hidden treasures he wanted to be the only one to have seen,and all the pleasure. He desesperatly wanted more.
At breakfast,he sat at his usual spot,unable to look anywhere else than at Lawrence. As expected,he didn't get a single look from the lad,sipping his tea legs crossed,all of his attention going to Edgar Allan Poe. He looked at his perfectly calm face,when he felt something rubbing against his foot. Instinctievly,he threw a look at under the table. How did he dare doing this to him in front of the other prefects? In front of their fags? And keeping this perfectly still expression? He was such a little devil,but he definitly couldn't hate this part of him.
Bluewer was repeating the same motion,slowly rubbing the tip of his shoe up and down Herman's tibia,feeling the hardness of his muscles through the fabric. It was difficult,retaining himself from looking at the flustshered face he was certainly making now. He kind of loved embarrassing him in public,teasing him,and he would love Herman to do the same to him if he weren't that shy about it. He closed his book,fed his eyes with Greenhill's embarassed,blushing face and tenderly asked: "What is it,Herman? Did you catch a fever? your face seems hot.." "Lawrence!" screamed his eyes. All the attention around the table got to Herman and his pink cheeks. "You better go easy on the cricket training if you don't wanna get sick." advised Redmond in a chuckling tone. "Yes.I'll make sure of that." he replied,striking red glares at Bluewer whose attention had returned to his teacup.
"What has gotten onto you this morning? Do you estimate how bad it could get if the others became aware of our relationship?" Expressions painted themselves so perfectly on his face. Anger,with his thick eyebrows all frowned,green eyes striking like thunder. Embarassment,slight pink blush on white cheeks,fickle look. He loved looking at his handsome face,strong traits,even if for now Bluewer wanted to make him scream for other reasons. He shut him up with a shy kiss,with the tip of his lips,feeling that massive body go all limp by surprise. "Shh. I know that it was kinda risky,but now,when i see your face,i can't help but feel like i need to make it blush. You look so irresistible like that...." he stroke his chest ,looking straight in his green eyes that softened at his words. "... It's still risky. I'd prefer you to keep those kind of gestures when we're all by ourselves...Ah!" Herman gasped as Lawrence suddenly pressed his knee against his crotch,feeling that dream-like sensation again. "Herman.. Herman.. i've been waiting all day for this..." He started rubbing his knee teasingly against his partner's groin,wanting Greenhill to be his again,being held strongly,possessing him,tugging the leash that relied their passion.
"P-Please take care of it with your hands..or mouth..." Even tought his begs were pure nectar for his ears,he had something else in mind. "You are the one that is going to use your hands." Under the young man's intrigued look,Lawrence took one of his hands in his and began to suck on his long,calloused fingers,making them all wet. "..Will you please finger me this time..?" Herman's green orbs widened in shock. " Please... I want you to be the one doing it this time.. I want to feel you inside me.."
Come on. I want to make him loose control. I want to make him go wild. Shyness lasted a bit too long. Herman seemed like he had froze,gazing at his fingers covered with saliva. Why already sex? They didn't even kiss,or hug yet. It felt like something was missing,but he didn't feel like Lawrence would expect him to ask for a bit of affection. "A-Alright.."he mumbled as Lawrence was unbuckling his pants,for him to rest his hands mecanicaly on his bottom as he wrapped his arms around his neck,letting Herman explore the soft,inviting flesh he offered him. He warmed up at the feeling of Lawrence holding him so close,and nuzzled his head in his blue locks,inhaling their smell. Lawrence started to suck on the side of his neck,pressing and biting the flesh tenderly. Herman perfectly knew that it was going to leave a huge hickey,that everyone would notice,but he couldnt find the force to stop his lover now. He clutched his hands in the tender cheeks,to make them crimson red ,malaxing them with envy,making him moan and let go of his cleavage for a second,just enough to hear him moan. He spreaded the buns of flesh,carefully slipping a finger between them,making sure to go slow,till he heard a groan that told him to go faster. "Put..another one in.. gosh.. Herman.." he murmured in the pit of his lover's neck,a pitch of unsatisfaction in his voice. "I'm just making sure I won't hurt you." Greenhill pleaded. "I don't care if you do. Pain is part of it.. Ah!" Herman had slipped two fingers at once,starting a vigorous scissor motion in his warm, tight, insides. "Do you ..enjoy ..pain ?.." "Idiot..." Lawrence muttered between two sighs,feeling his boyfriend's arousal under the fabric of his pants. He started to rub his tight against his crotch,making it hot,and slid a hand inside to reach for his partner's hardened cock. He wrapped his fingers around his length,and gently passed his thumb from the base of his testes to the tip,that he began to tease gently,until it became wet,while maintaining a certain pressure around his erection. On the other hand,he began to push his hips back against Herman's fingers,to make them meet with his sweet spot. Herman really didn't know anything about pleasing men. "Lie down. On your back." Lawrence ordered,tightening his grip on his manhood. "Wh-Why?" The green lion asked,that sentence didn't sound very reassuring,not to mention that it was his very first time. "Just do what i say. I have many things to show you." He pressed a hand against his chest and pushed him towards the bed,and once Herman was gently sitting on the green bedspread,he began to strip ,letting go of his pants first,revealing every inch of his porcelain white skin,where pink blushes had arisen on every place where he had been touched. The simple view of his partner's naked body made Herman blush with both lust and embarrasment. He didn't know if he was allowed to stare at his anatomy,if Bluer was going to call him a pervert,or if he was simply just too flustered by this sort of display. He was simply burning with desire. Bluer turned back to his lover ,meeting his green gaze . "You're still clothed. I thought you would have been undressing too,but you were too busy staring at me,didn't you?" Herman froze at his words. He knew that they were just meant to embarass him,but it worked like hell . In one motion,he took his shirt off and threw it on the floor,Lawrence's eyes fixed on his toned upper body. Once they find themselves both naked,Lawrence pounded on him in anticipation and wrapped his hand back on his penis,pinning Herman on the matress. He flicked his tongue over the reddened tip,and enguffled him completely,getting a loud moan from Greenhill,he tightened his lips around the base of his shaft and started to go up and down,sucking,langurously brushing his tongue against it,rubbing the tip against his palate,to stop everything at once. He raised back, looked deeply at Herman's blushing face,his green eyes widened with surprise. Before he could ask anything about why he has stopped, he felt Lawrence's slit brushing against his glans,and soothing himself back into a tight,warm environment,taking his swollen shaft entierly inside of him in a blissful moan from both of them. Lawrence felt so good,his walls tightening all around him,hips undulating to meet each one of his thrusts. Bluer had one of his hands embedded in his abdomen to keep balance while he was pleasuring himself as he wanted,managing to make his lover's cock hit his sweet bundle of nerves. "T-There.. There,Herman..!! ..haah.." " I got it." he replied. Without any warning,he grabbed Lawrence's knees and bended him on his back,taking full advantage of the situation. He placed himself on top of his lover and quickly settled back in his warmth,energetically pounding inside of the young lad ,getting screamings of pure ecstasy from him. He leaned down and kissed his open mouth , his arms wrapped tightly around his neck. As they both felt they were close, Greenhill accelerated his rythm,pushing even deeper inside and finally releasing his hot seed inside of the young man that came right after in a final lewd,delicious moan.
Greenhill collapsed on top of his partner,letting go of his legs to wrap his arms around his panting chest,resting his head on his shoulder. Once he recovered from their bursting union,Lawrence sweetly carressed his face,curling up closer in their embrace,skin against skin. "It felt amazing. I love you,Herman." he muttered,planting a soft kiss on his lover's lips.
i thought i would never finish this. More chapters coming about those guys!
It's been a while that since hanging a lot around the tumblr community i've encountered this lovely meme a multiple time. The gif part got me,let's do all of my hetalia ships.
Denmark/America: seriously i don't really really ship them myself ,to me it's just like a big huge bromance just like the btt trio but just for once let's act as if they were lovey dovey /v\*) (plus they're my current desktop picture aw) Who was the one to propose: Well there was that dorky comic on tumblr where there was guy 1 proposing to guy 2 and guy 2 was like "oh no dont tell me this is a real ring" before pulling out another proposal ring out of his pocket and this kind of dumb situation in this kind of moment would just be perfect between those two Who stressed more over wedding planning: I think that they both really wouldn't care much,just be like "dUDE WERE GETTING MARRIED wOOOO" all the time,maybe just argue a little over the color of the cake (that dumb alfie wants it blue but Mathias thinks it would look gross but at the end they would both agree on a very light blue cake with fancy mermaids on it) and then get super emotional at the wedding ceremony. ("sTOP CRYING ITS MAKING ME CRY I CANT pRONOUNCE MY vOWS-shit wait where are the rings-i thought you had them-) Who decorated the house: Both of them really and by decorating i mean sticking a giant poster of superman in the kitchen and having one of those kitschy skeleton figures all over everything,and i bet their home would be a constant mess but no one of them wouldn't really care and just tidy up a few things when someone's coming over. Who does the cooking: Mathias,Alfred tried to cook spaghetti once and almost burned down the house. Who is more organized: Alfred,and his fav things to organise are surprise trips to disneyland ( ' v ' ) ~ Who initiates bedroom fun: Mostly Mathias,with a bear hug. Who suggested kids first: M: *looks deeply at playground* hey Al,have you ever considered like,having kids? A: You want kids? M: Well uh- A: Go,go pick one. Where do you think kids come from ? Go pick one i'll wait in the car then we'll raise it and call him Simba M: Simba? like the goldfish that died when you were the one in charge to feed him? A: That was an accident,and i won't be in charge of cooking this time anyways. Wich kid do you want? I like the little dude with a truck on his sweater. M: Ehhh i don't know about having a boy if he's as troublesome as I was. A: Haha same have i ever told you about the time i peed in my dad's shoes on purpose
and theyre gone to another randomly dumb subject of discussion. Who's more dominant: Alfred,since he's the hero. Who's the cuddler: They both are ( * / v \ *) Who's the big spoon/little spoon: Mathias usually ! What's their favorite non-sexual activity: Watching marvel movies,cartoon network,going to the comic book store,playing pranks on Berwald,Francis,Matthew and Antonio,doing characters impressions,snuggling,having Mac Donalds dates,sending dumb snapchats to everyone,pillow forts,playing soccer under a heavy rain,burp contests,ect.. Who comes home drunk at 3am: They go get drunk together,but Mathias holds it better than Alfred. Who kills the spiders: Matthew,or Tino :D Who falls asleep first: Mathias :3 A head canon: THERE IS SOMU CH TO SAY okay one day they took Heracles sphynx cat (ukno,the hairless cats),wrapped it in a blanket to cover the ears and posted a picture of it on facebook describing it as "a toddler with unknown disease :,(( 1 like = 1 blessing" Their relationship summed up in a gif: They found a mannequin head (u decide who is who.)
*Beyonce's so crazy in love playing in the background*
Who is louder?: Well theyre both canonically very loud so both hahahaha Who is more experimental?: Alfred,and it always makes Mathias a bit uncomfortable. Who takes more risks?: Eh Do they fuck or make love?: they normally fuck and make love when both of them are tired hehehe Lights on or off?: On! (/ovo)/ Who is more likely to be caught masturbating?: Both of them tbh,and them be like "hahaha lmfaooo" about it Who is more likely to suggest a threesome? UUUh Who comes first? Alfie hah haha Who is better at oral and who prefers it? Mathias knows how to work dat tongue but they both quite enjoy it i guess?? Who is more submissive? hh mm i'll go with Mathias Who usually initiates things? MmmmmmAttt Who is more sensitive? sameme Who has the most patience? They're both super childish and hyperactive brah i cant imagine one of them being patient Which kinks do they share? uh.doing stuff in public i guess hahahahelp
I'm really sorry about all those butt-related questions it's just because i really did this pair for fun and never pictured porn of them in my head until now ;v; I'll do much more of these for sure!!! ~